i see a painfully empty room
you lay with make-up smudged
i see you from my cold, dark tomb
where all your lies are judged
i hear your human laughter
i smell your pain and tears
i've seen what you've sought after
and lost throughout the years
your cries deplete my life source
your scent weakens my strength
you pressure me without force
you bully me at length
but all of this, i like just fine
this feeling of torture is most divine
this infuriating lack of concentration
is getting the better of me
making it harder for me to pretend
and then you say that you know who i am
like you've put me up on your shelf
the last thing standing in your way to perfection
i'm not fucking around
no, not with your head
might be fucking around with my body
these new scars can't stand up to yours
and your lack of tears
threaten the flood of my own
i'm starting to hate you
the way some people do
when they realize that they love someone
too much
for
their own good
you shouldn't smile so soon by Black-Massaquerade, literature
Literature
you shouldn't smile so soon
Lovesick, homesick, headsick.
Dizzy and unsure.
I feel horrified, objectified.
(what gives you the right to use me?)
Am I easy? Think I'm sleazy?
(think again, cuz, boy, you're WRONG.)
And don't laugh.
Don't you dare smile.
It's too soon to "joke around"
(i
am
not
a
joke)